Empty. Numb. Empty. Numb.
Eve brushed throughout life without feeling.
Well, that's not accurate to say, she had feelings after all;
Ranging from emptiness to sadness.
Is emptiness a feeling?
'Invisible' is a feeling.
'Idiot" is a feeling.
Even 'fucked up' can be a feeling.
But emptiness seems to be the lack of all of the above, it's simply being in the state of existence, brushing through life as a shell. Alive not but living.
She brushed through quite a few lives however, seemingly injecting them all with happiness and emotions,
"I love you, Evie."
"I miss you."
"How are you?"
I love you too (Love has already let me down, torn
Empty. Numb. Empty. Numb.
Eve brushed throughout life without feeling.
Well, that's not accurate to say, she had feelings after all;
Ranging from emptiness to sadness.
Is emptiness a feeling?
'Invisible' is a feeling.
'Idiot" is a feeling.
Even 'fucked up' can be a feeling.
But emptiness seems to be the lack of all of the above, it's simply being in the state of existence, brushing through life as a shell. Alive not but living.
She brushed through quite a few lives however, seemingly injecting them all with happiness and emotions,
"I love you, Evie."
"I miss you."
"How are you?"
I love you too (Love has already let me down, torn
Alright so I deleted like, what, half of my stuff? I'm now left with anything I can somewhat stomach looking at and onwards. I'm actually surprised that even though I was forced to look at those things in order to delete them, I managed not to projectile vomit everywhere.
You no longer see
The beauty in everyone.
The colours drain
And life becomes dull.
The music begins
To fade away
when you walk deeper
Into the dark.
Hopes fail
Dreams are crushed
And the magic starts
To disappear.
Remember when you thought
'I can do anything',
When your imagination was real
And you thought you'd never die?
And now the days are long
You struggle to get by
Reality hurts
And you'd give anything
To make it stop.
Life seems pointless
Because you die in the end
And anything accomplished
Is lost.
So take some pills
And take some more
Because you just can't wait
For the end.
And forget your regrets
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